Thursday, March 14, 2013

Lessons from the Jellyfish

I hate painting less than stellar work.  I know I am my harshest critic, and even though I like it that way, I have to remember how good it feels to put paint to paper, even when it doesn't turn out.

While waiting for the pictures for my next commissions, I decided to paint a 'for fun' painting of jellyfish.  I loved the picture when I saw it, and I wanted to paint it right away.  I could instantly tell it would be a great way for me to practice glazing (multiple washes of color to create an area of rich, vibrant, and smooth color), masking and blending.  I would also be able to practice painting a subject that didn't have eyes.

And, all in all, I did get to practice those things.  This painting really challenged me.  I spent a lot more time on it than I do most commissions.  And, it didn't turn out.  I was pretty bummed at first.  Having spent so much time on it and having had my vision of a bright, captivating jellyfish painting not realized was hard.

But I learned so much!  And I had so much fun painting this that I'm still glad I did it.  Also, in my search for solace during my post-painting bummed-ness, I read two different articles that really encouraged me.  They talked about how every artist has work that doesn't turn out and times when painting doesn't come easily.    The biggest lesson I learned is that I can't let one failed painting, or hundreds, get to me.  Art is a process, and I love it.  The ups are great, and the downs are wonderful learning opportunities.  I can't wait to keep painting!

And, a special shout out to my favorite person, who is the most encouraging and supportive of all my endeavors   I wouldn't be this excited about painting if it wasn't for you!

Here are the process pictures of the jellyfish.  This painting was mainly unsuccessful because I went overboard in the end with red, and ended up with a muddy, washed out looking middle.  Also, my blue glazes weren't completely smooth and too dark.






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